hard

hard? yes. really hard.
confused, don't know how to start. don't know how to end.
sad? is it?
how to resist? how to know?
complicated. complication. complicating. it is just about word.
temptation come? how could i handle it?
love? no, i don't. even never.
hate? i really have no idea about it.
i just have no more right word to describe
i didn't.
i can't.
i don't.
i m not.
i won't?
no?
just not?
wasting time or useless time
wrong? no one said, i don't care.

don't tell that bla bla bla
it is starting to be harder.
just.